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Poems post #21
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Poems post #21 Forget I want to shake you hard. I want to make you see. Just how much you've broken me up. Just how bad your lies have hurt me. I ask you time and again. Do you still feel the same? Do you still love me as a sister? But you just keep playing your game. You flash your devious smile. That makes me think you care. Speak your candy coated words. That promise you'll always be there. Then you turn your back on me. To walk away once again. It hurts how easily you can forget our memories. But now I must forget you, my "friend." copyright September 10, 2006 ~~~~~~~ Alone I need to runaway. I need to leave this place. Of people who play my friends. Deception behind smiles on their face. I need to start a new life. Where no one knows my name. Far away from this fake place. Where my "friends" don't play games. Where I live now. No one really cares about me. Surrounded by a crowd of people. Just a soul lost at sea. Filled with hurt and loneliness. From betrayal through time. Sick of not fitting in anywhere. I have no real friends to call mine. I've lost everyone I cared about. Though they never cared in return. One-sided true friendships. Mutual is for what I yearn. I'm always with myself. Forver my thoughts and me. I'm my best friend now. I fear that is how it'll be. copyright july 2006 ~~~~~~~~~~~ Done With Love I give up on love. I give up on it all. I give up on my soul mate. I refuse to take another fall. I can't take another broken heart. I can't take it being crushed anymore. I can't take the tears sliding out of my eyes. I don't believe in love, I'm closing the door. The pain of the pressure in my chest. Not being able to draw a breath. I'm sick of picking up my shattered heart. I would gladly welcome death. I'm better off being lonely. That way only I could hurt me. Live in my dreams of happiness. That's the way it will be. Copyright May 23, 2006 ~ * ~ Break My Heart Break my heart Crush it in your hand Squeeze it tight More than I can stand Make the blood Fall out of it Every last drop Use up all of it Make it painful So it's more than I can take Seizing my body I begin to shake Make me cry Let the tears come out Make me scream The hurt I need to shout Speak cruel words Make them stab like a dart Make them sting Each a puncture to my heart Leave me broken To lie in agony Leave me alone Never a happy ending for me Copyright June 1, 2006 ~ * ~ Silence You vile thing. That just sits there and taunts me with your silence. Make noise! You mock me. Laughing because I wait by you hopefully. Bring the sound of his voice! You cruel thing. Laying there silently saying how pathetic I am. Why won't you ring?! Copyright June 2, 2006 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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I know I don't usually comment but the writings you post are always amazing! ...
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I know I don't usually comment but the writings you post are always amazing! I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
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