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Thoughts cont.....  

rm_loveslilies 57F
27092 posts
8/20/2009 7:22 am
Thoughts cont.....

Part One
Thoughts of You


Part Two/ The End

Just remembering,
becoming lost in my memory of, you and me.
My body remembers every touch,
every giggle,
every moan
and every scream... we made that night.
I giggle as I think of you lying in the wet spot for the first time that night.

I still try to resist this
but I can't.
The feelings of desire and pain.
Of grief and joy are overwhelming me, will this memory forever haunt me......

I grab my tanning oil, it's so hot from the heat of the sun now.. slowly I begin to imagine,
imagine that it is you once again touching me, pleasing me.

Tears are beginning to pool within my eyes, now.
I take my finger and drag it through my oil,
I begin tracing,
the outline of my face, like you did that night
I moan as I touch my lips and gently outline, caress them with my fingertip just like you,
I can feel the roughness of your fingers...

Shivers run up and down my spine, you always did remember how sensitive my lips were
Playfully I lick my finger, you like when I do that....

I can hear that song we heard as we explored our new found discovery of pain and pleasure combined.
So fitting it was.
The light, the heat in your eyes....
My heart aches as I remember,
my honey pot is beginning to awaken now. I can feel the wetness escaping from within it.

I drag my fingers down my neck and gently grab a hold of it, like you, you knew how I like that.
I gasp again. A sob escapes from deep within my soul.
I miss you so,
Now I'm cupping my my exposed breasts from the sides,
I extend my fingers so I can tickle my nipples rub the oil into them.
The wind blows and increases the pleasure of it.
I slide down further into my lawn chair now,
I place my feet on the ground
relax my legs and allow them to spread open, I fold down my bikini bottom so its just a patch barely covering me
I lie there remembering how much you liked me doing that, how as people walked by they would gaze down upon me lyying there, bare breasted, so exposed... I wish you still found pride in me belonging to you like on that day, that night....

The tears are flowing easily now, running down my cheeks, down my neck pooling on my chest.
I can see that look in your eyes
I remember now how you looked right through me,
how we never broke our gaze,
I saw through you that night.... I saw your soul, for the first and last time.

I think my heart is breaking in two I wanna stop but my body is screaming at me now touch me I wanna feel that way again.
I wanna explode that way again....

I return to my lips and outline them again,
I let me finger find its way down my body down to my honey pot now.
It's so wet now,
from the memory of you
from the rays of the sun...
gently I<b> touch myself.
</font></b>I feel it,
its so hard so erect ...
It's begging for the caresses of your lips, your finger....
Slowly I began to rub,
round and round my clitty my finger goes,
my bikini is becoming soaked from my juices, from my sweat.... from thinking of you and me that night.

I cup my breasts again
I lift them to my waiting tongue
hungrily I lick them....
gently I suck them...

I close my eyes and see
you between my legs,
your fingers deep within me ,
slowly going in and out
pleasuring me.

I can see the hunger in your eyes.
I grab your hair and guide you to my secret place, you know what I want, lick me..
but you don't, you make me wait...
Your tongue's pressing firmly upon my hard wet clit now..
you start taking that tongue of yours and go round and round it, I can feel it plumping up even more.

How my mouth longs to kiss you,
to taste you
to take you completely within in it.
I wanna feel you glide across my lips,
my tongue..
for you to touch the back of my throat....

I place one of my fingers in my mouth again, and imagine its you, mmmmm you taste so good, how wonderful you feel as you glide across my tongue my lips...
Volts of electricity seem to flow between my lips and pussy now...bringing it to life even more

Quickly I return to my honey pot,
I slip my hands down deep within my bottoms now.
I can feel my flesh it's hot, soaking wet.
I grab a hold of my hard clitty and pinch it gently between my two fingers...
I pinch hard then softer.
I gently tug it
stroke it, like you do.
chills of pleasure and pain run up and down my body now.
I can hear my own moans of pleasure.
I can hear echos of your pleasure too.

My nipples are so hard,
so alive.
I can feel the heat from the sun it feels like your moist hot breath.
MY pulse races,
remembering you.. remembering your touch.

I close my eyes again and see you, me
I wanna feel you again like I did that night
but I cant... my soul cries out, but my desire to cum has over taken me.
How my body remembers you entering me, so slowly
so forcefully,
Going in and out so slowly, banging me yet so hard...at the end of each stroke.
MY pussy is throbbing begging for you to fill it.

I spread my legs even further, you like when I do that don't you.
I see that look again
the light, the heat
the fury of your passion for me,
Your going deeply within my pussy now
I've went back to rubbing now
faster and faster I make my fingers go.
The tears flow,
my heart aches for you.
I'm completely lost to my memory,
a growling sound escapes from the back of my throat..
I slow down
I feel it coming
round and round my clitty my finger goes...
it begins to throb
to squeeze.
I close my legs together tightly
Waves of pleasure ripple over me again and again.
I feel my juices gushing out,
my pussy is squeezing harder now, faster now.
I rub fast now, I want to keep cumming.
I need to keep cumming.
I wanna stay in my memory...
but,
that feeling overtakes me,
that empty feeling,
that longing for it to be you and me,
that night again.
I stop now
and begin to grieve all over again.......

2007 Loveslilies



If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


hduc1952 71M/67F

8/20/2009 8:03 am

Hate that when you get that feeling of joy thinking of the other person and when the pleasures finish going through your body you look and it's just you and the wanting starts again but even more. Great two part post. It's how a lot of people feel at times. Hugs. HD


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
8/20/2009 8:14 am

    Quoting hduc1952:
    Hate that when you get that feeling of joy thinking of the other person and when the pleasures finish going through your body you look and it's just you and the wanting starts again but even more. Great two part post. It's how a lot of people feel at times. Hugs. HD
thank you hd
I was sunbathing one day and was inspired to write this.

If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


citizen4722 66M  
74582 posts
8/20/2009 11:43 am

It's always a pleasure reading your pleasure


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
8/20/2009 12:03 pm

    Quoting  :

just expressing something we all feel sometimes, like hd said

If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
8/20/2009 12:56 pm

    Quoting citizen4722:
    It's always a pleasure reading your pleasure
C glad you liked it

If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
8/21/2009 9:12 am

    Quoting  :

did I write that I feel uncomfortable reading my own stories.. strange inst it.. thank you roadrunner

If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


privatecock101 48M
7 posts
8/23/2009 2:37 am

Not that I needed it, but reading this post makes me miss my Dolce - terribly.


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