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I Did it to Myself !!
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I Did it to Myself !! Hello Blogland  How's it hanging today ? Me, well I've got some stuff on my mind that I wanted to share with you all. Remember how I mentioned in an earlier blog about how I despise the labeling categorizing of any human being. well, Needless to say, in a few<b> poems </font></b>(if that is what we are gonna call them ) I did it to myself accidentally. LOL I have referred to some BDSM terms, frankly I use them for a lack of of better terms, I have categorized myself into the dom/sub , BDSM lifestyle.. category I suppose. However, this is not a completely accurate description of it. though my relationship is based on roles that are fulfilled within a power structure. You know, I have been a member here since for what three years and like many of you have seen and read it all. From straight up so vanilla it's holy sex to OMG how would/could anyone enjoy that  I have to say though, I have never read about a relationship that is set up quite like mine.. Oh I am sure many people have one just like it, they just don't talk/blog about it. So, after reading digdug41 blog yesterday I decided (though I had been pondering it for awhile now ) to plunge ahead and do it, write a couple of blogs about it. So it too can be out here in blogland to be pondered .. laughed at or agreed with I hope you guys will enjoy reading them. Do you guys keep a watch on your watched list and such ? I do. I pay pay attention to my watched list and such and have noticed over the last few days after blogging about my spiritual outlook, how I will not cross lines in my relationship without mutual agreement with my husband and now that I am submissive of sorts, I have lost a few watchers.. (they may of just turned off their profile too, time will tell huh ) I will admit, I am saddened by the loose of them too. I do not know who they are yet, but I am sorry you made the choice to no longer read me. I will truly miss ya but hey nothing lasts forever. and I do understand. and thanks for letting me bore ya this long. Now if you were a silent one to bad you never spoke up and connected with me before you left. Now, wish me luck today three, yes three of us have Doctor's appointments I'm gonna be sitting there all day goin bonkers , so I gotta skedaddle   Be safe, Be happy LL  
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7/16/2008 7:34 am |
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~loves~ Three? That could mena all kinds of things I am still here XO MJ
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7/16/2008 9:05 am |
I have lost watchers as well...I think it could be the site.... Goodluck at the docs~ You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
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I do keep an eye on my blog watchers, I've not that many, so i do feel a bit miffed when it goes down. I'm looking forward to reading your future ponderings LL 
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maybe I would have.. maybe not
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Have a great day
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~loves~ Three? That could mena all kinds of things I am still here XO MJ  I'm glad you're still here
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could be the site.. oh I always blog about what I wanna blog about
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I have lost watchers as well...I think it could be the site.... Goodluck at the docs~ who knows really what happens around here.
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I do keep an eye on my blog watchers, I've not that many, so i do feel a bit miffed when it goes down. I'm looking forward to reading your future ponderings LL  wish you had more watchers if that'd make you happy.I look forward to reading your comments too
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I enjoy the questions you ask on yours thanks for stickin with me.
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me .. wishthey had a batting eyelash smiley I likes ya to
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I think I only get about 10% on mine too. I only watch to see if I've lost any blogfriends really. thanks I'm glad you appreciate my blog. glad to see ya back bloggin'
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thanks hun I enjoy your too
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I really love and enjoy your blog to. I love whne people let us have peeks into their minds lives, we really get to know and make connections that way blog on hun
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oh I know.
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hum I wonder if I already know who you are  maybe maybe not
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7/17/2008 10:38 am |
After 3 Dr. appointments, It's hot, and you need a pool! (sound familar?) Take the plunge, LL. I'm confused. BDSM tendancies? Yes, No, Maybe 
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I meant online
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After 3 Dr. appointments, It's hot, and you need a pool! (sound familar?) Take the plunge, LL. I'm confused. BDSM tendancies? Yes, No, Maybe
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so am I
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7/17/2008 1:48 pm |
I still have you on my list, most of the time I do comment but there are and will be times I can not find words to leave a comment..Keep on keepin on... A persons heart will tell you how they lived,and perhaps died But it can never tell how it loved.
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I still have you on my list, most of the time I do comment but there are and will be times I can not find words to leave a comment..Keep on keepin on... your on mine too/don't worry about it sometimes that happens to me too.
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7/22/2008 11:04 am |
Yeah I pay attention to my watched list...but I try not to get too sad when someone leaves...things change and I try not to take it personally!  "All you'll get from strangers is surface pleasantry or indifference. Only someone who loves you will criticize you." - Judith Crist, crack film critic
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Yeah I pay attention to my watched list...but I try not to get too sad when someone leaves...things change and I try not to take it personally! guess you returned safe from your trip
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