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Circle Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends and we, notice you don't come around. Maybe I should go back to the beginning. To see whether I have changed or not. I don't do different things, or feel different things, but I am not quite the same. Maybe my attitudes have wandered off a bit, I am not sure. I am not as stressed out as I was when I started, but I'm not sure I like myself as much. Don't get me wrong, I do still like myself, just not as much. Maybe that's a good thing. Or it could be a loss of confidence or direction, I don't know. If I had a direction ever - I don't know about that either. Anyway, back at the beginning, (when there were no words,) I had a sense in the back of my mind of somewhere I had to get to. And I got some of the way there writing this blog. But then I fell in love with someone, and the need to get to that place faded away, and other, long dormant needs came crowding back and took me in a totally different direction. So maybe, if I have run out of things to write about, (as I obviously have) I need to go back to the beginning. Maybe I will give it a try. Because I have stalled on all my other writing too, not just this blog. And I don't like that. I need to put that right. So maybe if I go back to the beginning I will remember things I had forgotten that are important, and i will be able to write about them with a new perspective. I know someone who has been back to the beginning several times, and last time she went there it worked for her. And if you understand any of that you are one of a very small number of special people! |
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Just write when you want to, not because you feel you have to.  
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Hiya. You are right up to a point, but the things I am thinking about are like problems, that are important, but I find I put them to one side of my mind and let them drift and don't get them fixed.
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Just write when you want to, not because you feel you have to. Actually I enjoy it when I want to write for people who might read. Otherwise I could just sit quietly and tell it to myself here in my head with no one listening, lol.
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We all need our moments in time and space, space being the operative word. I can assure you that I get it. You can see how much I blog these days, right? If I have stopped by your blog, please be sure to sign my permission slip Pimp Me, Pimp My Blog, But Let Me Do The Same With You  
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We all need our moments in time and space, space being the operative word. I can assure you that I get it. You can see how much I blog these days, right?
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What about both!
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Getting a comment from you after all this time has made my day! I think we should get married.  If I have stopped by your blog, please be sure to sign my permission slip Pimp Me, Pimp My Blog, But Let Me Do The Same With You
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Well that's sort of what I meant really. Thanks!
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Wow! I think I should feel honored by a proposal LOL I totally know you have an adorable accent from Bubbles, so you never know.......I just might have to accept
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 there's alot to be said for the beginning...  Respond to every call that excites Your Spirit ~Rumi  ..
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Hey there Ama, it's great to see you here. "It's almost as if too much history has happened on my blog." "So much has changed and yet it's all exactly the same." Yes, that's how I feel too. That's why I thought maybe I should just....well, start again! But I know I can't do that really. I might just try something a bit like it and see what happens though!
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there's alot to be said for the beginning...
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Lol, I'm sorry about the can of worms! We'll chat soon.
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Dreamer, Just checking in on you... Hoping that you are all right? It seems weird to care if someone I really don't know is ok - but I do care so I have to check in! To make it seem like it is a trivial thing (which it should be) Here's th answers to your questions: Is it possible to actually laugh your arse off? No. It is possible to laugh until you shit yourself but your arse is never going to fall off. How sick is a parrot? Very - Parrots are habitually ill. Are sandboys truly happy? Sandboys no longer exist in the wild - all that happiness did for them. A few remain in captivity but they are not happy about it, so are expected to live to a ripe old age. And just how mad is a box of frogs anyway? A box of frogs is not mad and never has been. What is mad is the guy who puts frogs in boxes. If you see him, please let he authorities know. Dreamer - please don't respond if you are having fun. If you are in a foul mood and pissed off at us all - feel free! I am okay...ish. Not everything is going right, but nothing really bad has gone wrong, I just don't seem to have much enthusiasm. Which I find frustrating, because I thrive on my usually boundless enthusiasm. But by comparison with people who have endlessly awful lives and hardships to deal with, like parrots for example, my life is pretty good. I haven't seen the guy with the box of frogs for a while, perhaps the authorities have finally caught up with him.
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