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Still A Virgin
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Still A Virgin AT least it feels like it. Like how you feel when you have never had sex before, and to go all the way would be to step over a bottomless precipice into a wild new world. I had Gothic Girl round my place again last night. "Are you free tonight?" she had texted. "Yes" I had replied. She was an all black slinky girl-woman in a kind of black string dress, and we had a long lingering hug. The bare skin of her arms and shoulders was all warm and soft as I held her gorgeous body in my arms. I kissed her neck and smelt her perfume, and my heart was thumping in my chest and my cock was pressed hard against her. And for a moment I thought she was going to let me kiss her, and if we had then I'm not sure either of us would have been able to resist going further, but then she dropped her round dark eyes and drew away and the moment was lost. Quite a lot has happened since I last blogged about her. To cut a long story short, we came to the realization that we were each of us thinking that if we decided to make it happen we probably could, but that we would really rather the other one would be the one to make the first move. Plus both of us were feeling that however much we wanted it, (and clearly she wanted it as much as I did) neither of us could foresee any outcome in which it would end well, so in the end we decided we wouldn't cross the line. For her I think that means not coming round any more, but knowing her, that may not last forever. I told her that being with her was like looking at the stripped end of a live wire; wanting to reach out and touch it just to see what it would be like. She nodded. She is just the same: she knows touching me would set her on fire, but she can't keep away, like a moth keeps bumping against the light bulb. But for now, I am still almost like a virgin. |
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Well, you're a GG virgin at least.  Well, there's something that's stopping you, I guess, and something that's stopping her too. Sounds torturous to me, but you seem to be enjoying it.  Elevate me... 
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I rather suspect I would touch the bare wire... Life's regrets seem to be all about lost opportunities. I am not sure if the regret is less when the opportunity lost is lost conciously and deliberately. 
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Well, you're a GG virgin at least. Well, there's something that's stopping you, I guess, and something that's stopping her too. Sounds torturous to me, but you seem to be enjoying it.
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you love torturing yourself, don't you Dreemy.... lol the moment being lost has me curious, but that's just my nature. I'm still having a moment, but there's just a humongousfrikin ocean in my way.  Respond to every call that excites Your Spirit ~Rumi  ..
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Well in this case it takes two to touch. But I'm okay with it actually, no worries about the haunting!
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By the way, you do know that that old saying about regretting the things you don't do more than the things you do is utter rubbish don't you? It can be true on some occasions of course, but try telling it to the guy who drives drunk and runs over a two year old child, or the man who kills the love of his life in a fit of jealous rage. It's a clever saying, but it isn't actually true.
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you love torturing yourself, don't you Dreemy.... lol the moment being lost has me curious, but that's just my nature. I'm still having a moment, but there's just a humongousfrikin ocean in my way. Shame about the ocean.
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Lol, I suppose it was a bad idea. I wish I had done it though!
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