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Two posts in one I'm sort of Pissed Off with myself. Or is it life? Life is life, I know, but I'm Still pissed off With myself, at least I was, when I thought of writing this for My blog. Not only have I recently been beset by an Inability to come up with anything interesting To write about, but I have also twinged a muscle and can hardly Move. I have some good work on, which is welcome, but On the other hand it means less time for watching TV. I Blame my irritation on A TV soap opera telling me "You shouldn't commit to a Relationship- when you have unresolved feelings for Someone in the past." I really hate that, I mean what am I supposed to do? I Used to think that all you need To be happy with someone is to want to be with them - Love makes it all work out okay. But it isn't as simple as that Nothing ever is of course. It Changes- how I see myself, and that makes it difficult. But I can't just never have a girlfriend because I also Have residual feelings for others - for me they never seem To completely go away. It's no big Deal really, but it makes me feel guilty and pissed off With myself sometimes. I just wish It was something I didn't care about but then I wouldn't be me would I? Anyway, now I have written this I Think I might go and make a cup of tea. Sometimes putting thoughts down where I know they will be understood, or at least Actually thought about by someone else helps me work out what I Want. (And that is a cup of tea?) I know I dream up my own Complications, most people wouldn't agonize over any of it. Maybe Someone is out there knows what I am talking about though, someone Who, like the lovely red-head in my dream last night, Can lean their head against my shoulder and Just love my past with me, instead of me having to forget and Be all reconciled. In my time here I thought I had met someone like that. The truth is, I did, more than once, but times change and at the Moment I seem stuck in reality too firmly for my liking! |
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oh Dreemy.... i know there are many of us that would love your past WITH you. We can't change what we feel like changing a channel on the tube. You are You for all of the 'past' and 'present' and most definitely your 'future'. which makes you especially yummy. those soaps don't do anyone any good for you psyche... watch more football lol  Respond to every call that excites Your Spirit ~Rumi  ..
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I knew you would say something nice Sassi, and it makes me appreciate you too, because I know you mean it. Thank you.
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oh Dreemy.... i know there are many of us that would love your past WITH you. We can't change what we feel like changing a channel on the tube. You are You for all of the 'past' and 'present' and most definitely your 'future'. which makes you especially yummy. those soaps don't do anyone any good for you psyche... watch more football lol
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There will always be people from our past we think of fondly, but that wouldn't preclude new relationships. It's the unresolved feelings that cause problems, not memories. You know I always like these deep thought you have... Elevate me... 
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There will always be people from our past we think of fondly, but that wouldn't preclude new relationships. It's the unresolved feelings that cause problems, not memories. You know I always like these deep thought you have... Glad you like the musings anyway.
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It's a good point, that there is perhaps comfort in the excuse. But on the other hand this is not really a question of "letting it go," as I did that long ago.
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