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I.....didn't know I do that :P A Sexual Frustration post.
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I.....didn't know I do that :P A Sexual Frustration post. Hey! Second post today! Imagine that  having a relatively slow day today, but this is amidst a rough few weeks work wise. I've been traveling for work for more than a month now, only interspersed with a week at home before traveling again. So I think that must be contributing to the problems. Also, in the last few weeks, I've made a rather large mistake at work that kinda made me feel small; had someone else fuck up and push the blame on me; and had a few vendors/agencies pull out of projects at the very last minute, which kinda snowball the fuck ups, if you know what I mean. There are also a TON of "strong pull-out game" jokes in there so, yeah. aware of that So the last week has been quite bad, work wise. It's been made worse by a silly argument that erupted into a huge fight with the husband over the weekend (screaming via , the works) We haven't spoken since. In the meantime, I've been in constant contact with a few people. Notable Person 1) one of my Best Friend who lives in HK, going through her own divorce, so, plenty of ammo there for plenty of back and forth . Person 2) the bf who I met in HK while I was there but didn't get up to anything cos I was severely ill. We're trying to meet up, and trying to get him to Bali when I eventually get back cos, from my last post, I also in severe of nude beach time and he is one who's company I could use  Person 3) one fwb who I met up in Singapore last month. We had a good time then and we've been communicating often since. Ok. So. Most of it is me venting to person 1, and most of the vents in the last two days is how much I want (I believe I used the word "") to fuck persons 2 & 3. Like fuck hard. I've also been very vivid in my descriptions to persons 2 & 3 (In our individual texts) about how hard I'd fuck them, and in return, how hard I want to be fucked my them. So a lot of our back and forth texting has been, invariably building up this energy inside me. It's a mix of anticipation, frustration, anger, and a LOT of horniness. Anyways. I digress. Back to person 1. She brought something up that, oddly enough, no one has brought to my attention. It didn't even occur to me, but the more I think about it, the more truth there is in it. Which in itself, is really, really hitting me quite hard. Anyways, she told me (very bluntly) that every time something big doesn't go my way, I find a partner, or partners, and fuck my frustrations out. I'd like to say fuck it away, but in truth, it doesn't go away. I just take it out with animalistic, sometimes rough, sex. And I scream too (she's been there a few times, as in we're in the same room, so she'd know ). I've always known somewhat of a screamer, but I've never attributed it to my frustrations. Fuck. This is giving me a bit of a complex So much so, that I actually found myself pondering hitting the<b> clubbing </font></b>scene here. I know now why I was looking, but damn. Everything falling into place does kinda have a creepy feel to it. Ah well. Finding out something like this about yourself isn't always nice. But damn. It is what it is. still gonna be thinking about it, probably in to come. But... still making plans to get the bf down to Bali when I get back I know its common to take out a lot of frustrations in the bedroom (or wherever you can), and I know I do it. But I never thought I'd be as transparent as this LOL. Ah well. This is it for midweek self discoveries!
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It seems so obvious though, but damn. Heh...
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I don't think there is anything wrong with using sex to feel better. If all parties know going in.... Sex does make you feel better, right? If you like rough sex, that's your choice! ENJOY
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12/4/2018 11:01 pm |
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Since you're already frustrated I don't think you'd improve the situation by adding sexual frustration on top. If it's a release that works for you there's no reason not to use it. Following my advice may cause injury, insanity, financial loss, hemorrhoids, death and superpowers
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As a woman who believes in the truth, this is an opportunity for improved self-awareness. Your girlfriend may be correct, as I have recognized this in myself. A really highly charged sexual romp makes us feel very desirable and temporarily dampens the anxiety brought on by those messy outside forces (like work issues). Perhaps you can use this understanding for good. Best wishes!
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Better to Fuck the Holy Crap out of someone Screaming than to get Drunk, Stoned or some other Self Destructive thing.......unless the Fucking itself is Self Destructive 
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As long as you're in an open relationship, you might as weel fuck the hell out of someone or vice versa
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This will be the first time I've ever hoped to meet someone while they're having a bad day! 
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I see that this is an old message, so I hope you've worked out the frustrations by now. (I'm reading in catch-up order, so maybe you've already said things are doing better by now.) But it makes sense that sex offers a relief, however temporary from other frustrations of life. Too bad we're not neighbors, right? I'm sure both my wife and I would like to help bring you some of that kind of relief.
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