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Sunny Cold Sunday
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Sunny Cold Sunday Sunny Cold Sunday As the Thanksgiving holiday break pulls away from the present I wanted to assure you all that I am still that happy, grateful and fun woman you have grown to know over the last decade. I know most of you haven’t quite known me that long but you are all special to me. This outlet means a lot to me. I don’t write for you but I do write to you because I know many of you understand, have experienced similar things and are sending me your love, support and positive energy even when you never comment. The very act of taking your time to read my epic and deep posts means you care. I debated whether or not to post the last very dark post about struggling through this episode of depression. I wrote that piece a week or two previously. I was compelled to pour it out but once written I only let a couple of people read it. Then I just sat on it and enjoyed the hustle and bustle of a vacation, family visits, a holiday and keeping up with the household chores while still getting my normal 12 hours of sleep. The vacation to Orlando was great. Lil Bit and I really had a blast at Sea World and our Twilight movie day together. I did some Christmas shopping for the Viking while I was there and for my mom. My Aunt J is always fun to be with. She’s one of those people that can and does get along with anyone. She took her 2 oldest granddaughters. K is 6 and R just turned 5 on Tuesday. I call them my nieces but technically they are cousins. The one we expected to be a brat and pain in the ass, K was great. Sweet as she could be. The one we expected to be good, R was a total little shit. She had one of 2 modes of operating, ignoring or arguing. She drove me insane to the point of locking her out of our side of the condo and snatching her by her ponytail to keep her from walking into oncoming traffic and a light pole at Sea World. If she had been with me she still wouldn’t be able to sit down. I haven’t had a chance to talk to her Daddy yet. Her mom is doing her normal blowing it off as a phase that will pass. Nope not if you don’t stop the disrespect and disobedience now it won’t pass. We stayed busy and I took my Ambien to keep myself on a more normal schedule so I could keep up. We rented movies the night we got there to watch after the grocery shopping excursion. We went to Sea World Sunday, shopping Monday, movie & shopping at Downtown Disney Tuesday while Aunt J & the girls went back to Sea World and then home Wed. The drive wasn’t bad until we were about an hour from getting off the interstate. We still made good time. Every time we went somewhere I cried because the Viking wasn’t with us but that’s par for the course for me. I also am severely conflicted about marine mammals in captivity for entertainment. Lil Bit was really good after we had a heart to heart about being thankful for that vacation when the person providing it was 1000’s of miles away in a shitty situation so that we could enjoy ourselves. She had that light bulb moment after she realized how fast her $100 was spent no matter how careful she was. After that she had a much better attitude. I dropped her at her daddy’s house on the way home and hit the nearest Publix for my Thanksgiving dinner contributions and a duck for me. I don’t normally like turkey and have a tradition of cooking a duck, goose or lamb for my holiday dinners. My mom came in that night and we cooked together for the next day. She was up and gone by 9am each of the mornings she was here but I have not slept well since I got home. We had Thanksgiving at my sister’s house and I tolerated her in-laws & family as long as I could. Friday my mom & my sister took the 3 girls to the movies and did some shopping. Then that night my mom, Lil Bit, my oldest niece and myself headed to our favorite Friday night karaoke. We had a blast. Mom left the next morning, dropped Lil Bit back to her dad and I slept until the niece R’s birthday party. I had to leave the birthday party. The constant popping of balloons, circus music and annoyingly loud clown and had me ready to hide in a closet. My nerves were shot by the time I left. No 5 yr. olds birthday party should last more than 2 hours. They still hadn’t cut the cake or opened presents when I left. I used needing to get stuff for the horses before the hardware store closed as an excuse to leave. I came home and got to chat a long time with my Viking for the first time in weeks. Did nothing but eat leftovers, clean out the spot for the Christmas tree and watch Christmas movies before I went to bed early last night. I finally got to sleep as long as I wanted to today for the 1st time in weeks and it was so nice. I layered and bundled up and headed out to the horses to repair my water hose that was mysteriously cut apart. When I got there the land owner was coming up from the horses. He had already repaired it and filled the water trough up for me. He didn’t know what had cut it either as there was no hay or grass mowing going on that he knew of. I suspect the family members he had up took the mower for a joy ride while he was at work. Nothing to bitch about though since he fixed it for me and he had just put out hay for the horses so there was no need to feed them. The limping girl seems to be walking pretty well so the cold must be helping. 125 days until my Viking is home! I’m glad that the next few weeks will be busy for me with Christmas shopping and decorating. Hopefully that will make the next 30 days fly by. I decided to come off of the Nuva-ring at the beginning of this month and just go “No Sex” for the remainder of our separation. That will give me several months to track my cycle with the fertility monitor and have a good idea of when we can get pregnant by the time the Viking gets home. I don’t have the heart to look or put in the effort to meet new people anymore for that short a time. Hell, I don’t have the heart to see the people I already know and love. In a very odd twist, one of the couples at karaoke Friday night was a couple I played with when Mike wanted to explore the lifestyle. I liked them then but Mike decided he was not into the lifestyle at all shortly after that and I never talked to them again. They are friends with one of the regulars we hang out with on Fridays. I’m dying to know if the couple we normally karaoke with is in the lifestyle or a local vanilla friend of theirs. I gave the wife my phone # again. They are fun to hang out with even if I’m not playing. She hasn’t called so I doubt I’ll hear from them but at least I tried. School is back in Monday and we are back to the routine for another few weeks before they are out for 3 weeks straight. Cheering is over, thank goodness but Girls Club is still on. I’m annoyed because the age group ’ leaders are not pulling their weight with contributions to the newsletter. I have our 4 Great Dane group Secret Santa packages ready to go but have to get our card printed in color before I mail them. I can’t wait to finish my Viking’s Christmas shopping and get all of it mailed to him. That is on the top of my TTD List for the 1st of the month. The mail has gotten unpredictable and I’m worried he won’t have his gifts by Christmas. I wanted to get all new Christmas tree ornaments in purple, blue & silver but I think I will wait until next Christmas when the Viking is with us and we get to put up a tree together for the 1st time. Ok pervs I hope you have a great week. It’s going to be a busy week for me with several doctor appointments, Girls Club and hopefully a local hockey game Friday. I’m going to go nosh more leftovers before I get Lil Bit and we settle in for our one night that we always watch TV. Once Upon A Time and Walking Dead are on. No she doesn’t watch the WD that is past her bedtime but I sure do! Have a great week.  Kisses, LA    |
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Love the sexy photo. Kisses
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Thank you for always sharing your very personal self my sweet, and I do like "I don’t write for you but I do write to you". I have been trying to find these right words as to why I write and post for a long time now.  Thoughts from the Garden...
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Very sexy picture. Thank you for sharing. I hope you can stay positive and bring yourself out of the depression you've been in. Stay busy, keep your mind from concentrating on the negatives, and enjoy the wonderful people around you. [post 3097853] Come join the half-nekkid fun! Check out HNW Bloggers.  
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It sounds like you are keeping busy which is sometimes the most effective way to battle depression. I know that's really the only choice I have right now. Love you and you know I'm here if you want to talk. xo ***
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If you really want to get pregnant try it 9 times a day. That is how I got the Ex pregnant. If was mostly missionary. With a little spooning thrown in. We it just before she ended her period. This is not meant to offend any one in any way.     
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