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do you ever feel the effects of being here in your "other" life?
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do you ever feel the effects of being here in your "other" life? i have had an interesting experience unfolding in the last few weeks. i started taking a martial arts class recently, purely for the benefit of the exercise, and self confidence. then i met the sensei. hes 6'3' haven't quite put my finger on the animal he puts me in mind of yet, but he's a powerful commanding presence, sinuous but not slinky, very quietly confident. ive never been "into" redheads but he has this dark auburn hair with just a souch of silver, and deep green eyes i could fall into & drown. but thats not my problem. i can be around a hot guy (i work with several) & it doesn't affect me. NO REALLY! its different with him because dozens of times in class he gives an order and the class all yells "yes SIR!" which has an entirely different meaning for ME!!! every now & then his ghi will come loose, exposing his chest, not bulgy muscles, but taut & firm, just enough hair to go in just the right directions, begging for my tongue.... sitting on the floor & spreading my legs wide during warm up stretches just gets me thinking about where i'd want him. & when he demonstrates a hold or )heaven forbid) a throw & hold to the floor kind of move i get light headed!!! so... anybody else have someone they're around in their daily life that affects them in ways like this without them knowing it? or do they? how THE HELL do you cope??? its driving me NUTS!!! XXXOOOXXXchanda |
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Happens all the time in offices. Can look but not touch. However, many of the women who live in apts. across the street, leave their shades up or blinds open, know it and don't care. The difference this time is that one can look but also touch, oneself. So some relief.
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3/31/2009 5:19 am |
Cope hell! I embrace it! That is great, the tension building inside you has got to be very exiting. I hope that when you are at the peak of exictiment, you actually get to act on that fantasy. Imagine the experience......hell for that matter the great workout you'll get too!
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It has nothing to do with Senior Sizzle but I basically can not be touched by women without having my body respond with an immediate desire to have her. The worse are those women who have to talk and touch your arm or something. Now I can shake hands but anywhere else I am ready to fuck. Also fragrances. I can sit in a mall and get off just taking in the variety of fragrances women shower with or put on. LOL, other than that I am just fine. I am only a stranger the first time...  See my Blog everyone [blog sircernuunos] Or join this group SR - THE ADULT Hang-Out =P  If you are into playing a bit more extreme than vanilla ?*
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well Best, i can handle the getting turned on then taking care of myself. its just, um... hard.. for me to keep saying Sir! without getting all worked up IN CLASS! and Ziggy... the workout would be INCREDIBLE!!! if i ever do get to act on this "mental rolodex" image you can be sure i'll be telling all here! the smell of a man has always had a profound affect on me sircernunnos. honest sweat(clean but working)mixed with wood smoke & a touch of leather (gloves saddle coat) has always been a combination that made me weak kneed. and gazzah... i wonder, if i tried to HIM, would he turn the tables & "put me in my place"...... something to think about... hmmm....i think i feel a story coming on..... XXXOOOXXXchanda
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