This is complex I understand this
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Posted:Feb 17, 2022 4:41 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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I am guilty of being naive I accept that, what started as a bit of fun turned in something so complex I donâÂÂt even understand
I dressed for years and just enjoyed this for what was just fun, for me was a way escape
But I dabbled in chastity and that was my downfall because I love frustration and feeling deprived of a normal climax
Turns out the longer your deprived the more you desire being deprived and so it continues
Im now at the point I cant get hard anymore the act of masturbation limp means nothing and the way I can get what I desire
Is via anal, I need submit a guys desire any chance of climax, while in chastity I dribble pre-cum and gagged I dribble
From my mouth also,
So my mind is racing knowing what I desire I wonder what you might like in return? I hope you desire kinky because kinky seems
be my thing, so I would be into a guy wants further my feminisation and remove my hormones
Would also welcome a guy will keep me locked up, expand my limits and share me, what this means I will leave you as all
I desire is become the obedient sissy slave you get enjoy daily anything else is up you
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I feel trapped
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Posted:Feb 16, 2022 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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ITrapped in my own body I use chastity frustrate myself and this has made my dreamI feel trapped
Trapped in my own body I use chastity frustrate myself and this has made my dream come true of no longer getting hard
But this has also backfired as I donâÂÂt a guy give me what I need an anal climax
Not sure what I was getting into when I agreed to wear chastity for the chance of a meet but chastity and frustration took over
My life to the point where I find myself, I still desires, but I can no longer act as a so my chance climax is via
Anal, IâÂÂm into dressing and kinky and understand that getting to that point may be painful as you may enjoy nipple clamps, gags
And things IâÂÂve not though of this far
IâÂÂm into bondage so like the thought of being locked into dresses and heels this is way past anything IâÂÂm used too but IâÂÂm excited
To expand my limits, being honest I would like to be further feminised so if you desire to remove mine once and for all then please
Can we talk. IâÂÂm into being castrated am I ready knows but I think this is the way forward I want discover the feminine me
Want develop boobs and serve a guy as a cum bucket just say the word and I could become you willing slave
come true of no longer getting hard
But this has also backfired as I donâÂÂt a guy give me what I need an anal climax
Not sure what I was getting into when I agreed to wear chastity for the chance of a meet but chastity and frustration took over
My life to the point where I find myself, I still desires, but I can no longer act as a so my chance climax is via
Anal, IâÂÂm into dressing and kinky and understand that getting to that point may be painful as you may enjoy nipple clamps, gags
And things IâÂÂve not though of this far
IâÂÂm into bondage so like the thought of being locked into dresses and heels this is way past anything IâÂÂm used too but IâÂÂm excited
To expand my limits, being honest I would like to be further feminised so if you desire to remove mine once and for all then please
Can we talk. IâÂÂm into being castrated am I ready knows but I think this is the way forward I want discover the feminine me
Want develop boobs and serve a guy as a cum bucket just say the word and I could become you willing slave
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post orchiectomy
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Posted:Feb 14, 2022 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2022 4:59 pm
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So once the deed is done there is no going back my life will change forever, IâÃÂÃÂm so excited to enjoy this new life and body
My clit will no longer get hard so the way the way I enjoy sex will also change
So my body will change also I wonâÃÂÃÂt be producing hormones so my body will change I will develop boobs canâÃÂÃÂt wait to
Meet the feminine me, with my desire removed I canâÃÂÃÂt wait to discover my new life as an obedient gurl
IâÃÂÃÂve always enjoyed dressing feminine but would welcome being locked into feminine such as locked into a dress and even
Heels render me into a state I wonâÃÂÃÂt go out dressed. Kinky is a plus so lock me and use me as your spunk bucket
Or better still invite guys over to use me as feminine, I just want to please my guy in so many ways just ask Baby!!
now i understand its not about me its pleasing my guy his desire it about submitting to my desire and about understanding my fate and being happy with this
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So, if your kinky let me put my ring on it!
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Posted:Feb 13, 2022 3:52 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2022 4:04 pm
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So, if you follow me, it will come as no surprize, IâÃÂÃÂm into chastity and I love feeling frustrated, your also know that the more frustrated I become
The more I will desire it.
I also understand the longer I suffer frustration the more I will desire even more extreme, I need for my limits to be pushed
Right now, IâÃÂÃÂve never been seen in person nor been a part of anything with a guy, maybe I should have tried this before committing but I wanted
For my first time to be with someone who shares my passion to explore my body
Like it or not frustration is now a way of life and I desire it more, during play I dribble but with you inside me maybe I could climax?
Frustration makes me desire climax so much but chastity renders me for the most part limp so to have any chance of climax I need you inside me !
Once this starts there may be no going back I wonâÃÂÃÂt lie I would love to bite the bullet and allow you to castrate me for your enjoyment
Things that excite me are being restricted this may just be a pencil skirt, but could also be bondage
Love the thought of being restrained this could ne bondage, or being locked into things would love a guy who will lock me into a dress and heels
This would render me house bound not sure I would want to be seen outside the way you desire me, Dressing has always been a huge part of my
Development, combine frustration, dressing and expanding my limits and I could become your submissive, obedient cum bucket
hope you understand we can't all control our fate nor understand it but i do accept my fate in fact i want to embrace it and enjoy whatever it is know it might not be easy at times but i can't help who i am i want to serve as female want to use me?
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Frustration is key to my further development
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Posted:Feb 10, 2022 4:30 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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Frustration is a huge part of this whole process frustration is what drives me to be the best gurl ever, its about exceeding expectations
I know what your desire and I have been training myself to be able to serve in such a way,
Personally I object to any gurl spitting I just feel like if you choose this way of life then you accept the terms of becoming a gurl and most
Guys would expect their gurl to swallow, so I trained myself to swallow and now I even enjoy swallowing my own so IâÂÂm ready when you
Expect me to swallow yours
So toys have been a plus so I understand what to expect I once went to sleep and woke up with a vibrator deep inside me it took a lot to
Get that back
During anal I do sissy dribble so wet panties are a real thing I love penetration. but I never really get past two or three anal climaxes before
I stop so I know this will be a huge change to what im used too
Chastity keeps me feminine I love I have to sit to pee and frustration is like a drug I need more,an you help me I understand what you desire
But as yet I donâÂÂt understand my place, show me my place I enjoy kinky so bondage and submission would be a huge plus
Not sure any 50 plus girl can offer you what I can, for me its all new and exciting never thought in my 50âÂÂs I would desire a guy but this has been
A long slow process I know im ready are you willing to transform me into the gurl of your desire?
So I have expectations that I cant do myself to get where I want to get I need a guy to take charge but you need to push my further and want to
Expand my limits right now not sure I have limits, love bondage, light BDSM and group sex into Kinky lets talk please my fate is in your hands and
IâÂÂm so willing to submit to your desire lets talk terms please?
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You cant have your cake and eat it !
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Posted:Feb 9, 2022 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2022 5:07 pm
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Becoming a gurl means that you can no longer desire or act as a , you need to be submissive and obedient
I shouldn't be able to get erect and enjoy the pleasure of flesh again, instead I become the object of a guys desire
And become an object to use as you please, Chastity has driven me to this point, my drug is frustration and the
More frustrated I get the more I desire what I can no longer do,
I knew day I would want to serve female so I taught myself to enjoy anal and when I was able I would
Swallow anything I could deliver, im into pleasure and pain these feelings go hand in hand so I would enjoy BDSM
I like to feel helpless so bondage would be a huge plus too, in return for my servitude and I would like to be
Castrated to remove all feelings of my former life and I really look forward to the changes this will cause
With chastity I enjoy just wetting my panties with pre-cum anal has changed the way I feel about everything
My excitement is tainted by my fear of the unknown but I know this is my fate I accept this fate for you
My needs to control me he needs to humiliate me and expand my limits and enjoy me while he does
What's in it for me just knowing what the next step means and how my addiction will change my life forever
Once im castrated I will know what its like to serve as female will I regret this who knows but I'm on this trip
To discover me can you use me as feminine ? i want to become your submissive gur
wasn't lucky enough to be born female but i will become the gurl of your desire if you give me the chance what do you say?l
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IâÂÂm not a jealous gurl
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Posted:Feb 8, 2022 4:43 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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Not willing to give and settle down this isnâÂÂt a problem for me, at the end of the day just come home to me
If you want to bring guys or girls home no problem just have me serve drinks or watch you or better still include
Me please, I would love to become the object of guys desire, would love to serve a couple of guys best of both
Worlds
IâÂÂm self taught because if chastity I had to find another way to climax so I went that way now IâÂÂm unable to climax
As normal I need anal even more now when I get excited, I just dribble pre-cum but the feelings are so desirable
So I understand that climax isnâÂÂt everything for you itâÂÂs all about getting to this point, IâÂÂm very into bondage and
Light BDSM and understand there is no pleasure without pain so what are you into? Can I serve you as female?
CanâÂÂt wait to have my guy stuff removed and to dress , flashing flesh and taking time on makeup, nails and
Looking good for my guy is my desire and then comes sex, donâÂÂt hold back baby I need to swallow your man seed
And I so need to feel you inside me you can do to me things as yet IâÂÂve dreamed off, release me from the constraints
Of chastity by castrating me rendering me sissy forever
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Its total madness right
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Posted:Feb 7, 2022 4:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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Who in their right mind would even consider castration? But this is where I find myself best of all you choose how and when it happens, I need a guy who will
Take , im not strong enough to make this happen myself so my needs to take
You get to choose how this happens via a cutter or slower there is banding that is so painful I canâÂÂt do this myself or injections again I cant do myself but sounds
Good if your into me suffering, thing I have learnt is I have no right to expect anything I hope we share the fact that after castration all that is left is a shell
Of what I was and the desire to be the gurl of your dreams
please render me sissy you wont regret it your wake with my mouth sucking your hardness and go to bed with your balls empty from this day forward
This is what I desire cant wait to see the demise of my clit
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ItâÂÂs the small thigs I look forward too
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Posted:Feb 6, 2022 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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So if you wish keep me in chastity then isnâÂÂt that much change I forward flashing a more flesh than I before thatâÂÂs a huge plus
Im excited for you take seems me youre expect me expand my limits you are not asking anything IâÂÂve not done for myself but your removing
My control, this excites me as does dressing sexy stockings and suspenders will excite you, what gets me going is nails and how I cope wearing these
Makeup nails and dressing excite me I know I can serve you as female I need to feel your lust in my mouth and arse if your into kinky or bdsm all the better
Like dogging or group thatâÂÂs fine with me, tie me up lock me into dresses and heels thatâÂÂs fine too, if im honest I would love to be castrated I know what I am
I no longer desire to get erect nor should I
If im honest im done with getting hard I do struggle now but I donâÂÂt mind someone once said should be one erect cock in the bedroom and I agree
Im a submissive so just use me as female and if you desire remove my ability get erect thatâÂÂs a huge plus
Not sure I care how you do this, I would like just turn up and submit your desire and be castrated before we mate, you would like make me
Suffer and you want inject my balls for a few weeks before I lose my balls, want band then that is painful been done that myself and its painful
But sure. Feel like this isnâÂÂt going be an easy ride feel like I will suffer become a gurl and thatâÂÂs fine with me just tell me what you expect
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This is for real
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Posted:Feb 5, 2022 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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IâÂÂve struggled all my life to fit in be it within my family or my sexuality I born male but have always dressed as female when I stressed
This is my go to place its taken years for me to understand who I am, I love kinky so bondage, BDSM just feeling used
This is so unlike my life but so exciting as well the one thing I know for sure is that I desire anal more that a normal climax. Play taught me another
Way it taught me to desire the extreme because this me, so lock me up if this pleases you I have two willing holes please use both cant wait
To swallow my first load and dribble as you make me wear a gag, if you excite me my mouth isnâÂÂt the only part of me that will dribble my clit will
Too, cant wait to enjoy makeup nails and eye make up
So IâÂÂm a willing kinky gurl who knows what to expect dressed real sexy you need to take and use me as female I need to swallow your load
Need to accept your desire and if im lucky get off while you enjoy me if not fist me to completion please
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Into the unknown but still keen
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Posted:Feb 3, 2022 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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So, I guess accepting something IâÂÂve yet try for real must seem like total madness, but I feel like the right thing to do is wait till I find the right guy
IâÂÂm not innocent in the whole matter, itâÂÂs not like I donâÂÂt know what to expect in fact IâÂÂve trained myself to be as ready as I can be
I canâÂÂt put into words what I feel during anal its like a head rush and my clit does leak pre-cum so itâÂÂs very enjoyable, but I struggle to do this for myself
For any amount of time,
During I no desire become erect then days are gone replaced by a better sensation, Chastity removed that today I woke up aroused so I dressed
In a doll and inserted a shampoo bottle my aim was a soapy cock wank but I didnâÂÂt manage that its hard climax limp
So I went down the beer can route, being so big I no option but enjoy an anal climax, this does deliver but as yet I cant handle many so after a few
I gave up, my clit dribbled and with damp panties I gave up happy and content
I love feel full and anal is my way forward my life has changed but this is just the start, but I do think that just is boring has be some kind of
Working up this moment so I would be happy talk BDSM or anything kinky, is a fine line between pleasure and pain I would really like explore
Not going say how ready I am be the object of your desire I do accept my fate do I know if this is for me? knows but this makes even more exciting
All I know is that I choose anal over a normal climax love dressing and love feeling full, as a sissy I no right demand anything what happens is up you
Im just a gurl all be a kinky gurl looking for a guy will treat me mean keep me keen
I canâÂÂt wait enjoy your man seed in my mouth and encounter my first anal climax gravity wont keep it in so I will dribble from my arse and clit after your done
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IâÂÂm new to this wonâÂÂt a Daddy give a Gurl a break? I understand this is all very much my own doing,
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Posted:Feb 2, 2022 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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I understand this is all very much my own doing, but you canâÂÂt help you are and what drives you, my love of dressing made me explore more
More meant I tried chastity, and this was my downfall, frustration is a drug the more your frustrated the more you desire
So, in chastity my desire grows but I donâÂÂt a guy remove my frustration, I do try myself but I say if IâÂÂm able climax limp its not the
The desirable option is via anal penetration sure I can do this myself but again âÂÂs not like a guys lust, when I its just enough for me
I know a guy will desire so much more and this excites me your desire will take me another level
I know the risks of what I desire but the chance of serving feminine full time is worth the risks, castration is my way forward its not like your doing anything
IâÂÂve not done myself already castration is just the next step, sure permanent but this excites me if you ever been frustrated you will understand
Frustration makes you desire what you canâÂÂt I canâÂÂt get erect anymore so your not taking anything from me, quite the opposite you can complete me
CanâÂÂt wait suck you and accept your seed and swallow, afterwards keen accept you inside me if IâÂÂm lucky I will encounter what I need if not cares
I will just become more frustrated and more keen please my guy
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What to do once your bits stop working
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Posted:Jan 31, 2022 4:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:35 am
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Having enjoyed dressing for many years, and understand the joy of frustration I donâÂÂt really see any other way than accept I am
And what I desire
Moving forward submission and denial is my way forward I need a guy complete me. I need you take the lead and control me
Bondage is a huge plus lock me up and use me as feminine
Think I knew this day was coming so IâÂÂve practiced a lot when I was able, I would swallow my own and IâÂÂve enjoyed toys even large ones
But the one thing I never gave into was with a guy no matter how frustrated I became
Chastity keeps me in a frustrated state the way I can get off is via intercourse while a guy gets up and personal
I love being frustrated chastity does this for me but I desire more please remove my desire once and for all and just use me how I believe
I should been used from birth, brand me as your own, tie me up and just use me as sissy
Kinky guys would want me serve then and their friends you will humiliate me every chance your get
I accept my fate whatever is use me as feminine thatâÂÂs all I ask
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