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Blogs > rm_arbyq77 > lifes funny little ways

life is knocking again at my door  

rm_arbyq77 61F
212 posts
4/8/2007 11:29 pm

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6/1/2007 3:21 am
life is knocking again at my door

wow this is one crazy two months....first my brother gets put in jail for drugs.....then my uncle gets sick and well dies now my brother is on the run and my mom is in the hospital after having one major heart attack and four small ones....Happy Freakin Easter...my heart is like rubber now i think....and well my love life sucks....and im sitting up at one oclock in the morning typing in a blog jeeze the hits just keep coming.....anyway i vented i guess i needed to do that....you ever have times in your life where you just want to shut down and not get back up.....boy i had that for a while here a while back i bounced back from that feeling better not great but better working on feeling great....right now im looking back thinking i hope i dont go back to that dark depression i was in.....need to stay focused on life and my ....be nice to have someone around to hold though...but like i said my love life sucks....and i hate feeling this way its not me....i love sex but when im like this i dont even think about it when i do its like yuk...one more chore i have to do....feels unatural....not liking anything feels very unatural...not being a curious person or well im at a point where nothing is interesting to me...is really not natural....im nosey i love information of all kinds love to explore and find out good stuff....this just makes me wonder who i am at this moment cause this is not a real feeling to me its just not me....and thats a scarey thing....i like me ....nosey crazy goofy silly niaeve this i dont care attitude is not me....oh well pull my self up again....and stop feeling sorry for myself...getting up again is sometimes the hardest im trying like hell not to get down ....i dont like the climb back up ...its a damn struggle.....ok im done whining....thanks for listening to whoever is reading this....or trying to lol ....it helps to write this stuff down let me tell you .....Patty
Romance and seduction is in for 2011 !!!!!!!
DasReich 63M
39 posts
4/9/2007 2:06 am

 Awwwwwwwwwwwww, huggggggggggggggggggs, I'm sorry Patty. I know that it is small consolation, but I am here for you to vent to anytime you need to. You're in my thoughts as always beautiful, kisssssssssssssssses.


rm_arbyq77 61F
81 posts
4/9/2007 5:00 am

 thanks hun your a special man hugs and kisses back to you....Patty....and you always call me beautiful makes me heart melt lol...thank you for that
Romance and seduction is in for 2011 !!!!!!!


lovinlife19602 63M

4/9/2007 5:10 am

 Hey Patty, sorry to hear about your troubles, life can really suck at times and I've had my share of bad times. Just try to stay focused on the good things in life, your kids for starters. I always keep close to mine, they are a real pick me up. It seems you have a lot of friends here so keep then close as well.

At this point in my life the one thing I'm missing is someone to hold and be close with, not that everything else is always fine but having someone you can be close to goes a long way towards making the other things better, and someone to talk to as well.

So try to keep your head up, you sound like a very passionate women in many many ways and eventually things fall into place for good people, and I think they will for you. That's the attitude I try to have in my own life even when things aren't so great and it usually helps tremendously. Hang in there Patty...

Brian


DasReich 63M
39 posts
4/9/2007 5:49 am

 You're always welcome babe, kisssssssssssssssses and hugggggggggs.


need2humpu 65M
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4/11/2007 12:34 pm

 i've been there i last three members of my family in a 13 month period, and i to didn't think i was gonna make it, but thats all part of life, but we learn to move on and try to get on with you lifes and hope for the best,the best is to talk about it, never keep it lock inside, and you writing about it helps, if you ever need a shoulder to lean,i'm write here


LickUrClit4Hours 57M

5/31/2007 7:32 pm

 I was so sad to read all this, but I hope at this time you've put most of this behind you. Let me be here for your curiousity and help you find what you need. I hope that we have made a specil connection, and can explore together where that can go. Now sit up, stay happy and remember Im here for you. Art


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